About the Author – my side of the team call; [[not] ode to Evanescence's My Immortal] “I [not]’m so tired of being here”.
Itinerary is not mine anymore as much as the decision to go not go, but this time, to go, I’m saying is not my decision anymore after I make it because once I get there the itinerary is not under my control and that is even how I feel when I do leave the house or walk to the end of the street the decision to return is not mine. What’s calling me to comeback home? (It’s not always I have immediate rewards from just being flush with being in outside environment). Nigeria and the people there only know me through you and not through some of my career or my own family because even though they are your family they only see my negative side the one that had to have his family get him to the hospital two times (in one year) and who ((through) his (efforts)) that cannot find job. My ego requests from me everyday that I see a new person or read their name on my phone when I order off the menu online which I only do twice a day; I usually go to bed hungry but I have an apple or chips [like I sai...